into the beningging

hi pipol. welcome to my first ever blog. lemme call this a 'discovering my 20s with me' journey since im turning 20 in a few weeks! idk how to start this but lemme tell you some things about me.

im laila, i have 5 siblings and im the second one. since my sister is married, i kinda play a big role in this family (lol mom is this true?). i have no interest in finding the loml till i turn 26. i wanna be a wife when i turn 28 and be a mom at the age of 30. pls pls pls let my dreams come true. my mbti is estj but used to be istj when i was in highschool. i think im gonna take the test again since i dont think im that organised now. sad truth. my life is so miserable now but thank god i have such reliable parents with me. i have a really grumpy furry best friend named kofy. i love her so much but she keeps hurting me whenever i wanna kiss her. lol still love her tho :> umm what else?? i still dont know what i wanna be when i grow up (lol i only have few years left to figure this out) but what i am really sure about is i wanna work in the big 4, Deloitte especially. but pls, i wanna live in Sydney, or maybe London. My dream is to be a not rich but maybe stable person. Financially, Emotionally, Mentally. ugh everything. I wanna travel the world, every single year. my dream places to go are Iceland, Sydney, Sapporo and Stratford. 

ummmm i think thats all. now yk evthing abt me. 

actually, im on my last day of my sem break and my new sem is starting tomorrow, lol. That is whyyy i wanna rebrand me. i wanna be a better person. i wanna make these dreams come true. i wanna study harder. i wanna be a smart person and not just academically. i dont wanna depend on others that much anymore. okay thats it. thats my goal for this sem. i still have so much in my mind but lemme just keep it to myself. 

i hope, by writing, i could remember my words and really do what i wanna do. so yep thats it.

byebye pipol. ttyl

love, laila